Wednesday, 11 November 2009

几种念头

原来

真正的敌人

真的是自己

干嘛这么傻

老是跟自己打仗怄气

把自己打得遍体鳞伤?

还是

我们早已经把自己打傻了

连自己打自己都不知道了?

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有一天

会不会发现

自己不再是自己

我们都知道

太多的东西抓不住

也没有必要紧抓着

但在什么时候

我们松开了手

放开的

是自己

放弃的

是自己

看着自己

不再是自己

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是不是对得起别人

就得辜负自己?

是不是对得起自己

就得辜负别人?

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孩子

哭吧~

哭过后

才懂得笑是什么

有些伤心痛心

只有自己明白

只有自己承担

Tuesday, 10 November 2009

随想

“爱一个人为什么会痛苦?”

“因为你认真,所以才会痛苦。如果你不认真,就不痛不痒了......”

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“只要不贪心,就会得到幸福了。”

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看似疯癫、糊涂,却偶尔清醒。游走于半梦半醒之间,却可能活得比正常人清醒的她所说的小小哲理,值得玩味。你我以为我们在生活。或许,她才真正地活着。~看《光阴的故事》有感。

Monday, 2 November 2009

2-0-1-切-归-0

我没事的。

只是有种无法解释的心情。

小角落

你最想和哪个他/她
在无人打扰的小角落
一起喝杯咖啡
分享一天的心情?

单飞

A snap of "The Pale Rose Of Wool" exhibit

有一天,我们都会老去

有一天

我们都会老去

这一点

多少人知道

却又不知道


有一天

我们的脑筋再也不会象十多岁那年转得那么快

动作反应再也不会像二十多岁那年那么快

判断能力再也不会像三十多岁那年那么准

工作能力再也不会象四十多岁那年那么好


在我们老去那一天到来前

当我们看到

动作较奇怪

反应较迟钝

说话慢吞吞

或同样的话说了一遍又一遍

一遍又一遍

因耳背而大声嚷嚷

走路歪歪斜斜却又不承认的长辈时

我们

能否用用温柔的眼神

替代充满不屑的眼神

能否用包容的态度

取代不烦躁的态度

能否用浅浅的微笑

取代声长长的叹气


只因为

有一天

我们

也都会老去

Sunday, 25 October 2009

Baobeis, good luck for your O Levels..


*Jia you*

Thursday, 22 October 2009

随想

有些日子

走过了

就过了

再回头

也只能笑看从前

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某名的伤感

隐隐约约

却实实在在

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思绪

层层叠叠

无法理

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信心这家伙

什么时候离家出走的?



什么时候回家啊?

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要认识到

自己不是有( )

而是有( )

( )是什么?

可以是时间

可以是自己珍惜的在乎的任何事物

在乎的

未必看得到碰得到

但是至少

能感受到

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最近

有点抗拒长大

精神陷入中年危机

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Monday, 19 October 2009

One day, we will have to let go...

One day, we will have to let go...

Sunday, 18 October 2009

For my dear baobeis...


So much went through my mind...as I looked at the pictures...from many years back...


... what seem so long ago...yet...not so long ago....


I found these photos as I was looking through my old photos....Do you all remember the Mid-Autumn Festival celebration? Think you all are the last batch of students who experienced that event....
I taught some of you Chinese back then...in campus 2.... our cosy little campus....where jingming told me that he was the "subject leader" when I leave the classroom to take the markers/ radio/ paper...=pppp

So coincidental...your sec 1 camp t-shirts were yellow! Hmmmm...did I draw part of the camp t-shirt? Because i wish I did a better job with your sec 3 camp t-shirts...=p

*Aiyoooo sooooo cuteeeeee....*

I could hear myself screaming as I attempted to climb down this wall with cher yee nearby capturing that on film (now where is that tape...hmmmm...) and the experience was great...because you all were part of it....

Really I had my reservations, my doubts....because you all were my first upper sec class....

But boy I was glad, as you all are most probably my last graduating form class....I would not have exchanged it for anything....

Staying back in the hall...Standing in the sun with you all after some issues... coming back from MC only to find that some of you missed me so much such that you need to seek attention by getting yourselves into trouble so that I could nag at you somehow made me love you all more...

I remember seeing this correction tape that somehow swang across the window I was teaching downstairs....and I was like," Is that from my class? What are they fishing for? "
I remember some funny (old) jokes cracked during lessons....

I remember how we stayed back...till late afternoons...even at night....to do up the boards...


Remember how I was not supposed to give any homework for a week? But I don't think you all will be that cruel? =)

Was it really just last year? Was it ivy who say wah, let us show them how to cheer lar...and suddenly...we were up on the stage...hahahha.......

And....our last national day together....

Dear baobeis....I will miss you all a lot....even though I only get to teach some of you this year...












I know I should hold back my tears...
I know I should be happy and wave good bye smilingly...

But I could not... *sheepish look*
There will be this part of my youth, my life, that will be graduating with you....and it will never be the same again......
Take care...
And do your best....
Promise?
Missing you all already......